winkipinks

tired. need to rest. been working my a$$ out for the past 3 weeks. worked for an average of 12 hours everyday. not good i know. but i dont have a choice. and this jerk im working with makes it a lot harder. plus the fact that im terribly homesick adds up to the frustration depression whatever it is that i am feeling right now.

a lot of times i wonder... is it the work? could it be the singapore lifestyle that i cant adapt to? it could be the hormones too. or the fact that i terribly miss my loved ones back home?

i have a lot of things i should be happy and excited about actually. all my loved ones are healthy. my friends and relatives visiting me soon. a lot of good news from back home (cousins graduating, angel's achievements, rick and ryan are doing good great at school). a great loving husband. and a baby on the way. but...

it just feels that all my energy is sucked out of me. i wouldnt want to say that something is missing. probably i just miss my old life. surrounded by a lot of great people. back then i could hug my mom whenever i want. and ask my dad to make me any meal i like.

i need some rest thats for sure. and some hug would be nice as well.

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